MrsR,
My story is very different than yours. I can hardly imagine what you are going through. Here is a bit of my story, if it helps.
Around this exact time last year I had a spontaneous miscarriage. My baby passed at 11 weeks but my body was carrying on like nothing was wrong, so we didn't find out until 14 weeks when we went in for an US to confirm due date. That was my fifth pregnancy. I can never quite find the right words to express what that has been like for me. Fast forward to now, I am 31 weeks pregnant with my 6th and as we are now approaching the time of year that we lost our baby last year my anxiety has been pretty bad. My baby was diagnosed with IUGR at 22 weeks. I was diagnosed with preeclampsia at 25 weeks. Miracles can happen and at 29 weeks my baby had launched herself right out of IUGR status. Everyone, even the Drs thought that we would deliver at 25-27weeks, now we are looking at 32 weeks +
I wish I could promise miracles to every mom expecting their sweet rainbow baby, or babies

? I know for sure that miracles happen. I am praying for and rooting for those twins. I hope that we can both manage the anxiety.

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Keep us posted.